exams r here finally. some days which i can go home early.. such as today!!! can go home at 12 liao.. it's like super early.. went to shop ard for some present before going to qi ji to eat... the ppl there were lots and me, esther and jovene managed to find a seat.. yet.. it was pretty outside and luckily we did get a space =D thank guys for walking wif me at tamp.. we saw chen chuan (or rather the ex-2e6s members) alot of time and it's somewad like "yuan jia lu zai" haha.. den i saw iris at tm basement staircase.. hmm.. pretty surprise lorr.. is like i didnt go there b4.. yet can c her today... i ate pretty fast for esther's sake.. she was meeting her fren and she was going to be late... i never ate so fast b4.. after which i even sent her home. i cant believe that i'm so nice. *sobs* eng paper shld be considered alrite lorr.. some 'o' level style. but the summary was totally difficult. i've never encounter such difficult summary.. it was like totally no points for me to write about.. hope i can pass wif good marks.. ^.^ ss paper today was super chim. it wasnt actually difficult.. but somehow time was running out and tt's explains my horrible handwritting. it was realli veri jia liat as i dun realli write in that way.. i had one hour and i had to do 2 more sbq and 1 seq. poor time management man.. so wad even if i'm willing to let go of the past and forgive u? to be wad we used to be in the past would be too difficult.. for u've brought me c the light; led me away from those darkness and brought be high up in the sky; landing on clouds.. yet, u hit me.. u did not let me land on earth again but u drop me into hell where i'm all alone w/o any help or frens. i wont ever forget when u go ard and badmouth in front of my used-to-be frens which they even believed the untruthful things and left me all alone. u say things that r not true on me but did i ever did anything wrong towards u? i dunnoe and i cant be bothered anymore :)) charmed life i'm having.. no nid anything else except trust, love, care and concern from everyone =D oh ya, tis msg is for esther: i wont b.cum les as wad u think. anyway, i'm straight. i look for guys and not girls lorr.. wad makes u tink that way? hmm. it doesnt mean that cutting myself=les rite? *sighs* it's some other reason.